THIS JOURNAL IS ON 232 FAVORITE JOURNAL LISTSHonor: 40 [ Give / Take ]
8 entries this month
05:53 Oct 31 2011
Times Read: 560
I seriously wonder how some of these woman always have a boyfriend on here. I should say e-boyfriend because that's mostly all I seen.
I seen some that are just never happy. They never smile. They always act like they need to take a good poop. They always look like they don't care about themselves and they have a shitty personality. Oh and not to mention most of them are always involved in some form of drama.
How, honestly, is a guy attracted to that? Is it just that the chicks always cybers them or phone bones them?
How can you really be attracted to someone who has the personality of a wet paper bag?
I just never understood that.
01:31 Oct 31 2011
Times Read: 574
Well I guess telling both of them to remove their head from their asses worked rather well. (My dad and his woman). I told him, and I know he told her, that now it's not all about them. There are other players in the game.
I guess they got it because he moved back out again.
Thank goodness. Now I don't have to worry about going to jail and wearing an orange jumpsuit.
22:32 Oct 27 2011
Times Read: 614
I am curious about images poll.
For those 14 people (probably less since I am sure some of those were made by multiple profiles) if you had to actually GIVE your name.. would you have voted the same way you did? Or did you vote that way because you can hide behind the anonymity of a poll?
I have a feeling if we could actually see who voted what, there wouldn't be that many people who thought that.
Why should anyone, staff/admin/regular member, have to tolerate people acting like a tool? Why should anyone have to deal with certain bs. that some people bring? Maybe if you wouldn't act like a constant tool, people wouldn't have to block you.
I know it's a simple solution to a problem, and it's probably very hard to do (not act like a tool that is), but maybe, just maybe.... -gasp- It might work and you won't get blocked!
05:18 Oct 27 2011
Times Read: 629
I am just so frustrated.
I want to scream, yell and just rattle the heavens with them both. There is the feeling of being thrown back into an unhappy state; a state where I feel repressed and caged. I feel as though I begin to start running for the door, but then only to find myself stuck to the floor within mere inches of being able to reach and turn the handle.
I am stuck. Literally. Physically. Mentally. Emotionally.
I feel like I escaped one time for just a short moment.
But with escape always comes the repercussions. I released and escaped the memories of a painful and traumatizing time in my life. I got away from the walls the held the memories of chemo, crying, sickness, tears and talks about 'when I die'.
Of course I was in a bad situation then, but I lived and learned. After I escaped those moments of darkness, I came back to the walls of home. They didn't scream to me anymore of the past and the trauma. Instead they spoke of memories. They consisted of smiles and love.
And then once again I am thrown into a loop of the walls screaming of more horrors. This time they screamed of car accidents, blood, change in lives and moments of uncertainty. The walls held onto every struggle, every breakdown and every question of why.
Before the walls could fully clear from those tales, my own fate was thrown into numerous spins of life, death and complications. So the walls absorbed more without having a chance to fully expel them previous battles before. They soaked up the new tales with such an eagerness I never thought I could be rid of them.
Then finally the time started to come where I was alone. The walls began to tell a different story. They began to hold laughter, moments of happiness and the starting of new things.
Then suddenly it all crumbled.
It’s amazing how just one simple action can begin to change the course of different things.
I had started to forget how restricting this cage felt. And now… it seems that being out of it, was nothing more than a bedtime story.
19:42 Oct 26 2011
Times Read: 644
Oh Joy.
My dad and his woman need 'some time apart'. So that means invasion of my space.
WTF. Violence may commence.
Actually I am sure it WILL commence.
03:23 Oct 21 2011
Times Read: 667
I've been in a very funky mood for the past few days. It always happens around this time every year. It doesn't matter how long it's been since she's passed, this weekend is always the hardest. It doesn't matter how hard you try to forget the scene of horror, it taunts me.
I need the release tomorrow night.
If it wasn't for those certain people that always make me laugh with random things, I think it would be a lot harder this weekend.
From the bottom of my heart thank you.
You mean the world to me. ♥
00:37 Oct 16 2011
Times Read: 720
You're calling other people two faced and a hypocrite, that's rich. Put your hand in the air, princess, because you are the same damn thing.
I didn't have to buy anyone's friendship. People are friends with me because they choose to be friends with me. I do not want people around me who feel obligated to be around me. That's not how I roll. I don't handle the pity card well. It pisses me off, but then again, if you knew me like you said you know me you'd know that. The same thing goes for me telling secrets and sticking my nose in where it doesn't belong. But since your head has been shoved so far in your ass I am sure you really never got a chance to realize what I am about.
I gave you a chance to say things to me face. Hell Yeah I did it in his cam one night because I knew you'd never come in mine. You didn't say a damn thing when given the chance in public, nor in private, so really .. Why were/are you so scared? You had my phone number at one time. So if you really wanted to go balls to the walls you had numerous chances, however, you never took them, all you did was play let's talk shit in messages . I would have had no issues talking with you about anything, but it seems that you could not come to terms with your dislike of me and put your panties on and deal with me personally. You weren't afraid to confront other people with issues, but maybe I just make you tinkle in your panties a bit. Its okay, I understand. It's not the first time I've heard that.
And don't pull the "I don't care about you" card. Because if you didn't, then you wouldn't have bothered to try and fuck up a friendship. You wouldn't constantly try to pin things on me. You wouldn't set here and bring me up in your topic of conversations and your fights. I have NOTHING to do with your falling out. Not a damn thing. YOU did that all on your own.
I would address the other things that you've claimed in the small paragraph about me, but frankly, I think you went and smoked yourself retarded, because I have no clue as to what the hell you are talking about.
I am not your nemesis. You need to stop pinning me as your scapegoat, I am not. You need to deal with your problems and what you did. My friendship with him is none of your damn business. You were quick to jump on the wagon and form an opinion after hearing just one side. You have no clue what was said between the two of us. Just like I have no clue what was said between the two of you. I never sat back and formed an opinion about your friendship until you brought me into it.
Get a grip and just leave me alone. It's that simple.
06:54 Oct 01 2011
Times Read: 760
Pages Viewed:
1,000,139
and it only took over 6 years! hah.
RECENT FORUM POSTS
Superior Sire (147)
Songs
| Alla Harmaan Taivaan by: Karelian Warcry |
13:19 - April 09 2024
READ POST
Iconoclast (93)
Music Groups and Artist
21:09 - April 02 2024
READ POST
Sire (102)
What were in the 90s?
17:16 - April 26 2023
READ POST
REAL VAMPIRES LOVE VAMPIRE RAVE
Vampire Rave is a member of
Page generated in 0.1227 seconds.
COMMENTS
-
SyrInge
05:55 Oct 31 2011
Have you noticed that most of these people are in the same group? All the same kind of bird.
Nicnic
07:21 Oct 31 2011
I'll be your E-boyfriend, Moonie.
We can have E-Orgy's. I'll bring the E-Lube.
Then we'll have a nasty E-Breakup, followed by a messy E-Divorce. I'll fight you for the E-Kids and I'll lose.
Then I'll go on an E-Killing spree before taking my own E-life.
deathnitegrl
07:48 Oct 31 2011
Same thing happens in the real life, the shittiest persons get the best partners, then they fuck it up and play the victim.
Vampirewitch39
12:37 Oct 31 2011
I was thinking I was your E-girl. I put makeup on and everything. *pouts*
;)
Bones
20:53 Oct 31 2011
Personally, I don't think it's attractive. In my opinion, the females who always seem to be unhappy are just acting this way because it suggests vulnerability. Self explanatory.
Serenity
01:39 Nov 01 2011
E-polygamy
braindead66
03:51 Nov 01 2011
and what is wrong with having to poop? i always feel much better after pushing out a few turds to be honest